I lost the link but some site suggested writing down why you want to start a business and decide if your reasons are enough to pull you through the process. So here is my attempt at it.

Why Do I want to start a business? I don’t know yet.

When I fantasize about owning my own business I generally am imagining being at the head of a successful entrepreneurial establishment. So my first guess as to my reasons is simply that I want to be rich. Even armed with my considerable powers of rationalization I cannot justify pursuing as daunting a task as starting a business for motives of mere childish greed. Fortunately there are other themes in my fantasies to analyze.

When I am not buying a nice house or flying my whole family up for Christmas I am outside the theater asking people waiting in line movie trivia and giving free tickets to those to answer correctly. Or I am admiring my newly finished kitchen; it is comprised of used equipment scavenged from failed restaurants, but I am beaming like a new father. Every once in a while I imagine myself up late on the computer, finishing up the accounting for the month when my jaw drops as my eyes find the number that indicates the theater has just posted its first profit.

There is some good there. While all those fantasies involve milestones of success they are about the process of building the business. That means at the very least I know there is work involved and my head isn’t in the clouds thinking only of the reaped benefits.

I am also casting a slavering eye towards the lack of monotony that I hear comes with the job. I know I would very much relish the large number of disparate tasks. To wit, I also know that I would do well in that environment. Whenever I have only the one task at work I lose interest; when I have many at once I do very well. I think often about how my day would go: Attending meetings or running errands all over town and spending some time at the location either putting the place together or checking up on the renovations (depending on funding and what tasks are being done). This aspect of entrepreneurship is exciting.

At the end of the day, however, in a handful of years I want to be able to look at something I created and be proud of it. Or at the very least be able to look back on those days when I tried.